Here I am, then… nearly 1am, and I’ve just been reading. And reading. What a fascinating world it is out there. One site (no idea where I found it, a link from a link from a link..) sucked me in so completely I don’t think I took a breath from the moment I started until the moment I finished. I still can’t get it out of my mind… just a series of thoughts and copied emails that didn’t require comment (and there were none). I'm not even sure how much of it was real and how much was just a beautifully woven dream-of-an-almost-relationship... whatever, I feel like it’s going to haunt me for a little while.
It was a strange way to end what, for the most part, has been a really crappy day. The workshop at the office was just a hard slog. We achieved almost nothing in three hours, and we’ve had to go back to the drawing board and start again. Sometimes these things work, sometimes they don’t. Today it didn’t, and tomorrow we’ll pay the penalty. Oh well…
Pain in The Arse Girl has been ringing again tonight, but not as frequently. I haven’t decided if I’m going to tell her to f*ck off or just let her ring herself out (I’d like to wring her neck, actually). I’ll see how it goes tomorrow. Oh, and GG rang to make arrangements for Saturday. Not sure what we’re doing, probably going to a restaurant in Soho for a bite to eat. There’s a Vietnamese next door to Ronnie Scott’s that I really love. The waitresses are all beautiful, and they seem to remember me when I go there, even though it’s no more than once every couple of months. Then back here, I imagine.
Hmmmm. Lots of things buzzing around in my head at the moment, it seems to be one of those days. I think I need a holiday.