Monday, October 17, 2005

Stoned, drunk and naked.

Yes, I know. Sunday's been and gone (as has Saturday night) and that means a post about GG is due. Okay then. I'd hate to disappoint, so here we go...

The pattern appears to have been set. A train ride from her apartment in Marylebone over to the north London/Hertfordshire border, where I pick her up from the station. Then dinner, lots of wine, and a spliff or two, followed by sex - usually starting off by the fire in the lounge and ultimately ending up in bed. This week was no different, and GG was armed with an assortment of the most gorgeous sushi, courtesy of Selfridges food hall, when she arrived. The wine was mine, a really nice Rioja in honour of her Spanishness.

We ate on the floor, and the first bottle seemed to disappear without either of us noticing. I opened another, and as we chatted after eating GG nonchalantly started to undo the buttons on the dress she was wearing. I didn't even realise she was doing it, until I looked up at her at one point and saw her breast exposed, and then it amused me to watch her subtly making herself "ready". Soon our clothes had been completely removed and before long she was pushing me back onto the sofa where she sat astride me until she came.

We lay in front of the fire for a while, and she made a joke about the fact that we're always "stoned, drunk and naked"... come to think of it, she has a point - we are. At one point, she was looking at me quite intensely, and I felt it was time for me to make something clear. "GG, its important that you understand something", I said. She asked me what it was.

"I'm not looking for a traditional, full-on relationship at the moment... my independence is really important to me. I just thought you should know that, because I don't know that I can make any commitment other than to enjoying the moment. And I really have no idea if that's going to change." She looked at me for a moment, and then smiled. "Be quiet and fuck me again", she said...

I could talk about the sex some more, because its beginning to fascinate me. But suffice it to say that, some time around 4am, I had to tell her that I couldn't go on. I needed to sleep, and I was beginning to loose feeling in the vital places. Unsurprisingly, I got up late on Sunday morning, and GG came downstairs an hour or so after me. We had breakfast and pottered about for a few hours, and just talked about this and that... it seemed kind of peaceful. Comfortable. Around the time she was due to go, she simply walked over to where I was sitting on the sofa, removed my jeans, boxers and socks, and fucked me again without saying a word. And then asked me to take her to the station…

Some of the comments leading up to this post have been interesting, and yes - I will post something more about how it is when GG's around and try to clarify what it is that I feel. I seem to have written, again, about sex, as if sex is all that there is. That's not really true, but GG summed it up from her point of view when we were having breakfast. We were talking about her journey over the evening before, when the trains had been delayed and she'd consequently turned up later than she'd meant to. "I was really pissed off", she said. "It cost me half an hour of fucking".

32 comments:

NewYorkMoments said...

Your relationship is Shagilicious!

Claire said...

Can't you be in a relationship and maintain independence? I know its the only way I would ever consider a relationship. I was going to go on one about men and lack of commitment etc but thinking about it, I'm exactly the same. While sex is nice, sorry while s*x is nice, lol, commitment scares the bejesus out of me. Mainly because I have been very independent for a long time, going abroad at the drop of a hat, studying as a mature student, pleasing no one but me...and I'd hate to lose that..yeah, fuck em and leave em easier all round;-)

kimmyk said...

sounds like she's just in it for the s*x. maybe she's not into a commitment and doesnt want you to give up your independence. she seems smart enough to know what's going on. if that's all you two do on your weekends is get stoned drink and get naked maybe you need to find something to do and not have a weekend of getting stoned drunk and naked. a relationship built on those things would leave me wanting something more. unless....that's all i wanted out of the relationship-then it appears i would be getting what i wanted.
most confusing.

WDKY said...

I knew you'd like it, NYM. I'm going to post more, though, about how I feel about it myself ;-)

Claire, you've just about captured what I mean. It's not that I'm scared of commitment but more that, at the moment, I like my space and my time alone.

Kimmy, I do make plans - each weekend, actually - but GG cancels them. I'm happy to report that we're going to a photographic exhibition some time during this week, though. No doubt she'll want to do something embarrassing while we're there.

Sher said...

Morning-

Sounds like a very exhausting weekend!

I heard you had lovely weather yesterday.. (MIL lives in Basingstoke).. I can hear the rain trickling outside my window as I type.

I'm off to bed...have a great day.

WDKY said...

You're up late, Sher... yes, it was gorgeous yesterday, but cold and misty this morning. Sweet dreams.

kt said...

wdky - forgive me for saying this, but it sounds a bit... cold. Where's the intimacy? Although if you're not in the market for intimacy then it's probably just about perfect! You can't underestimate the value of a weekend of pure shagging. So long as you're fine with the fact that it tends to have a short shelf life.

I'm looking forward to reading about what you actually feel. And your response to Zooz's comment in your last post. :-)

WDKY said...

KT, there's actually an incredible amount of intimacy, but everything seems to be subservient to GG's sexual obsession(s). Don't assume, though, that the patteren that's been established is one that I wanted, or one that I'll let continue.

What this all means for any long-term sustainability is also interesting. I may try to clarify what mean.

k o w said...

Top of the morning.

I have to ask... does she have a sister?

Networkchic said...

I have this feeling that it's only yourself you're trying to convince about not wanting a 'full on' relationship. It appears, you already have one. Even though from the outside it appears to only be sexual, I can read between the lines. You're gonna fall for this chickie, you may deny it or run away from it, but it'll happen.

unforgiving b*tch said...

I agree with networkchic....there's so much more to your relationship with GG than just s*x. And you like her a lot...you really do....

check said...

ditto networkchics comment..
and...
the wine was mine
i liked that line
lol...k..sry..jus in a goofy mood!

Blueprincesa said...

It seems like you guys are working yourselves into a bit of a routine there. Might it get old sooner or later?

WDKY said...

KOW - yes she does. They don't speak though!

NWC - hmmmm. You may have a point, and good between-the-lines reading on your part.

UB - yes, I do like her a lot. Still...

Check - I'm glad my lines work on you ;-)

Blue - yes!! The situation will be addressed, and soon, though.

NewYorkMoments said...

Perfect if her sister is hot. Then you could be shagging them both and neither would find out.

WDKY said...

Have I told you before that you're a genius?

zooz said...

Great comments, all of which made me smile.

I feel I'm part of an audience participation drama,where we have some input with the scriptwriter.

You could give us 2 choices of scenario of how things might go with GG each weekend, and we could vote for our favourite twist in the tale.

WDKY said...

Good idea, Zooz. I'll put one of those polls on the template, and then you guys can make my GG-related decisions for me.

Seriously, though, the comments are really crystaising some issues quite nicely, but now I've got too much to put down in writing very easily.

zooz said...

You understand I use the term 'twist in the tail' not as a plot suggestion

zooz said...

but then again.....

WDKY said...

Quit while you're ahead.

k o w said...

Don't listen to the women. This is all about sex. Don't let "feelings" ruin a good deal.

I'm going to run away now before the ladies start throwing knives.

WDKY said...

KOW, if I could only spread the sex out through the week...

k o w said...

I must say my good man, with that statement it sounds a bit like your really falling for her. Which isn't a bad thing entirely. She indeed sounds quite wonderful.

I dare ask the question "How do you think she feels about you?"

WDKY said...

Well, I'm not the kind of man who would ask the question, and I'm far to smart to offer a view on that one. As for whether I'm falling for her or not, I must admit that I've been smiling wrily to myself since this post went up. I'd better start writing the next instalment.

ladylongfellow said...

I read this post and the comments and kind of laughed...lol..sorry. Denial...can be such a splendid thing..lol.

WDKY said...

ROFL!!!

emma said...

Yes, you're worth it in your eloquent ramblings. Such genius must resound in the real world, although I get a hint of you somehow not believing it in the moment. She must be something else to get under your skin, but boy, you must be something more to keep her fascination. Hold onto this one, unless you feel your head is headed for a baggy in the freezer, she's a keeper. More sex please, we're not british here.

WDKY said...

Emma, I'm always glad when you stop by. A keeper? Time will tell...

Rick said...

Ah yes, the good old days...

It's kinda like milking a cobra...very profitable if you can get away with it for long.

NML said...

Sometimes it just is what it is. It sounds exciting and fun and just what you need when you don't want to anything further than seizing the day. Great post!

WDKY said...

I think it'll do for me right now. I think it will...