I've posted quite a lot regarding my feelings about GG lately. Sometimes, when I think to myself that it might not be quite what I want at present, she calls or emails and I realise why I'm prepared to make more of an effort than I seem to have done with many of the other women that I've known over the last year or two.
I've decided to post an email that I received yesterday, to try and give you a feeling for what I mean. You'll have to excuse her English as its not her first language.
Some more wonderful hours spent with you last weekend... Tell me, where do they go all those beautiful hours?
Was working until late yesterday again but the project is now finished. I will have a few days free now and I hope to be soon back to "normal" sleep patterns and be able to get on with other matters.
As I told you, I am also thinking in going to Galicia in a few days, have my half term next week and no work, so it seems the ideal timing and it is something I can't delay for longer anyway. I'll tell you about dates as soon as I'll book my ticket.
That will mean we will "miss" one (or 2) of "our weekends" but at times it may feel like we are slipping into a "habit" and we wouldn't like to happen. Would we?
I'll have a few flexible days ahead anyway so just let me know if you'd like (and have time) to go to an exhibition or need any photos taken.
By the way I love the Nirvana CD you recorded for me... I am listening to it right now. I hope you are well and you are dealing with your stress in a positive way. You know how it is... you have to believe in you... my darling...
GGxxx
Later, just before I decided to post this on my blog, she wrote to me again.
Darling,
There is one more thing I'd like to tell you... and that is that I truly appreciate your current situation, the motions you are going through and the stress you are dealing with.
You may get the impression at times that I take it light-heartedly but I really don't. One thing I do know is that I trust you. You are bright, tenacious and daring and I am in no doubt that you are going to be alright...
It is purely about believing, if we believe we can make things happening, they will happen and you will...I just know!
I don't want to add any stress in you life nor do I have any desire of "hassling" you. Perhaps the reason of my spaced notes, messages and calls but I'd like you to know that, whatever the nature of our relationship is, or will be, if at any time, you need a shoulder to rest on (or cry on) or just a friend to talk to, I'll always be there for you.
GGxxx
So, this is just the merest glimpse of the woman I refer to as GG, and she's some woman. And it seems like our thoughts aren't so dissimilar after all. Tomorrow, I think it's time for another aimless ramble on here. I'm sure you must all be quite bored with this now.
Hang on... tomorrow is HNT!!!
22 comments:
Aww she's sounds precious!
She isn't in it for the sex after all....she's a sweetie!
I hope this works out.....for all parties involved.
Kimmy, she is a bit of a sweetie, isn't she?
Emma - we like to let them think they're baiting us with sex. In reality, thouth, we're... errr... being baited with sex. And from memory, it wasn't my soul.
She sounds lovely. I think you're going to be just fine - if you can come to terms with your relationship denial, that is... :-)
Relationship denial? Moi?
She does sound quite nice although you can tell that she's thinking about what you said because she has taken the trouble to email ypu about it and refers to the fact that she doesn't want to hassle you. Even is she is hellbent on sex, she can't escape the syndrome that affects most women: thinking too much. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, or the dick go stronger, so it looks like you're on for a good seeing to when she gets back!
That's women for you :-)
(My son, who's 8, came up to me yesterday after a heated discussion with his sister. He looked at me earnestly and said "Women. Can't live with them, can't live without them." Needless to say, I'm very proud of him.)
Oh, and I can always use a good seeing-to. Except for Sunday afternoons, when I'm generally a spent force.
You're going to fall for this woman...said it before, saying it again. Fall, fall, fall...she sounds lovely.
I like fall... nicest time of year. Of course, we call it Autumn here.
can't wait to meet her. I have a feeling I'll like her
Meet her? You're having a laugh.
I think she sounds so sweet! And I always love the non-native English speakers, or just any foreigners for that matter.
bonfire night?
Me too, Cat.
And Zooz, I think she'll be in Galicia.
she does sound really sweet..and im pretty sure that if shes thinkin abt all the stuff she mentioned, it isnt just the sex thats keeping her there..altho it may hav a great role there ;-) looks like she really cares for u and vice versa...so best of luck with this! keep us posted..
Hmmm... looks like the vote is to hang in there, then. Shame, because I fancy a wild, irresponsible fuck with someone I don't know.
Oh well.
hellsbelles?
I'm counting on both.
I doubt that very much.
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