Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Intensity.

S and I been seeing each other for about a week. Well, I guess that's not strictly true, because we'd been friends for probably a year or so, friends in that strangely close way that can sometimes become the most important thing in your life. But suddenly everything had changed… a glance, a word, something had ignited the spark and - after a night where the wine had flowed and we were still talking as the dawn chorus began - we'd slept together. I'm not sure why it happened when it did but the attraction had been there from the start, from the first time I'd looked into her huge green eyes and they'd looked straight back at me as if to say 'You think you can handle me?' The first time we slept together was like an explosion, and a few days later it had happened again.

So, here I was, early evening and trying to get to grips with a new tune on my saxophone, but distracted by thoughts of the s*x that we'd shared. We'd been like animals the last time, f*cking on the stairs because we couldn't wait to get to her bedroom, clothes strewn on the floor around us. And now, I couldn't concentrate on what I was doing, couldn't quite get the notes I wanted. And, to make matters worse, the doorbell to my apartment was ringing when I really didn't want to see anyone.

I put the sax on its stand and walked to the intercom by the front door. But when I picked up the receiver and said 'Hello? Hello?' there was no answer. I stood by the open door for a while, listening for footsteps on the stairs, but heard nothing. 'F*ck it', I said to myself, as I went back inside. I knew I wasn't going to play anymore, so I put on some music, lit a cigarette and stared out of the window, irritated at the interruption.

I'm not sure how long I'd been standing there when I heard the knock on my door (long enough to finish my cigarette, though), but in some strange way I’d been expecting to hear it. Even so, as I walked to the door again, I had no idea who it was. And when I opened it, and S walked past me into the hall, my heart started pounding so hard I thought it was going to push it's way through my rib cage and out of my chest. Long dark hair, olive skin, full lips and those f*cking eyes... and her smell, the electricity around her, all attacking my senses at once and making my head spin. I just stared at her.

She said nothing but just stared back, pupils dilated. Then she walked up to me and, with one hand, pushed me hard against the wall. With the other, she roughly pulled my belt from my jeans and then, very deliberately, undid the buttons and pulled them open, exposing the growing bulge beneath my shorts. Then, looking straight into my eyes, she took my c*ck in her hand and started rubbing gently, all the time pinning me against the wall. I started to speak, but she placed her hand firmly over my mouth and then sank to her knees, taking me in her soft, warm mouth and sucking me until I was completely erect.

I don’t know if it was the way her hand and mouth were working in unison, or just the circumstances of our encounter, but I came quickly, and forcefully. She swallowed every drop as if it was nectar, and then slowly stood up and kissed me deeply. It was as if she wanted me to taste myself on her tongue, and after that kiss – without having said a word, and without looking back – she opened the door and walked back down the stairs, leaving me standing there, eyes still half-closed and c*ck exposed to anyone who might walk past. And I didn't care, because all I could think about was the intensisty of my desire, and all I could hear was the beating of my heart.

That still makes my heart beat faster. Because this was the woman I married, the woman I spent 10 years of my life with, and the mother of my children.

And it was my ex-wife, for those of you who thought I was a philandering git!!!

35 comments:

Caterpillar said...

That was intense, gorgeous, and beauiful. Damn! My heart was at times beating slowly and at times quickly.

Very, very good story! I'm going to have to start digging in my past now for stories! There are a few good ones to choose from :)

Anonymous said...

I can't keep up with all your women! ;-)

NML/Natalie said...

Bloody hell! I am sooo confused! Married! Great story though!

j said...

that's one way to get someones attention (file that away)

k o w said...

I would have married her too.

Networkchic said...

Ok I'm confused, GG, CC, S? Well, at least you know your letters of the alphabet..oh and you got laid...well sort of.

ladylongfellow said...

Is everyone talking sex in their blogs theses days? lol My god...us celibate girls are having a hard enough time...lol...let alone reading sex...and sex...and more sex...in our friends blogs! lol

finally forgiving said...

awesome...

WDKY said...

Sorry guys, I'll elaborate, shall I? That was... let's see... about 12 years ago. That said, it felt like yesterday for a moment or two.

And yes, I was talking about my ex-wife!!!

Sky said...

Amazing story, sounds like something that I would do. I am a tease like that.

sirrene, actually your pupils will dialate when you are into someone. So watch that body language!

... j said...

there was this girl Ana in Barcelona I met one night, jesus f'ing christ, your story reminded me of her. She was fucking great! thanks WDKY

WDKY said...

I knew you were my kind of woman, Sky!

EJ, we really have to talk bj's one day...

... j said...

this chick from BCN, Ana was great, right there in the middle of the road going up to Tibidabo, on the side of the street while I sat on her vespa.... drool. the sex later that evening wasnt bad either.

NewYorkMoments said...

I love giving bjs...

WDKY said...

Thanks for sharing, NYM. And don't be so f*cking tardy next time.

Kate B. said...

Do you mind me asking why she's your ex-wife? Where and when did it all go wrong? Or is that too personal?

... j said...

bets bj ever, this 36 year old at my freinds moms house in NOLA, in the bathroom at 5:53 am, I know cause I checked my watch. I miss her too...

WDKY said...

Wow - that is personal... I don't mind you asking, but I'm not sure I'm going to share that kind of stuff on here. I've been single for about two and a half years, though, and it's been the ride of my life (so to speak).

EJ, go and have a lie down. Aren't you the man who said there's no such thing as a good BJ? Eh?

... j said...

I never said there's no such thing, I just said it's damn near impossible to find one. Worst thing, all these girls brag and brag, and dissapointment always ensues. - sigh

WDKY said...

I think there must be clases here or something...

(Ironically... pnzbj)

WDKY said...

And you could always get yourself down to a Glory Hole :-)

... j said...

ya, i just go for the woumb.

Anonymous said...

OK I have read it now and it's very good.

Still don't think I can read the GG one. I don't want to have that mental image in my head when I meet her.

WDKY said...

No, best not to. (ROFLMAO)

kimmyk said...

It's good that you can remember good things.

I wouldn't spend much time reflecting on this though-can only make the heart feel confused at times.

kimmyk said...

It's good that you can remember good things.

I wouldn't spend much time reflecting on this though-can only make the heart feel confused at times.

WDKY said...

Absolutely right, Kimmy. But a good bj story's a good bj story!!!

Lovely to see you posting, btw.

Kate B. said...

sorry WDKY
I'm a nosy cow.

WDKY said...

Don't be silly, no need to apologise...

Kate B. said...

Cool. But it's true, I'm incurably nosy. Thanks for your comment by the way - and no, I don't have the home number, just his mobile. Are you thinking along the lines that he has a whole secret life (or not so ex-wife) thing going on? It has crossed my mind. Anyway, you're welcome to elaborate on any interesting theories via my blog if you have the time or the inclination.

WDKY said...

I was, yes. And I will! And it's nearly Thursday ;-)

j said...

WDKY and el j:

i have a new link in my sidebar and she goes into great detail about tips for the boys and girls when it comes to, ahem, oral.
The Linguist

WDKY said...

J, you're so bad!!!

j said...

and you like it!

Scribe Called Steff said...

I love following my web stats to find out where I'm getting mentioned.

Oral rocks. Glad you dug it.

The Cunting Linguist.